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[bauhinia]

Waiter? [ Hold on a tic. ]

Italy, seriously. Like, I told you all about my embarrassing love stuff or whatever. Do you like him or not?

[ciao]

We were at a restaurant, it all happened so fast and we hadn't even ordered dinner yet... [ this was the true crime here ]

Mn... I think that's too much to ask all of a sudden, isn't it? I mean, Germany was the first real friend I had made after Poland. So he's like my best friend, after Poland. And I've just never thought of us like that, because I just always liked being with him.

Even if he was grumpy, or rough he was still nice and a good friend. He's still a good friend, I can't imagine being without him at all.

[bauhinia]

That's pretty much a yes, don't you think? I'm not talking about like, whatever, doing stuff together or anything. Just that like, he's someone important to you and so you should definitely talk to him about it. What if he really does feel that way, right?

[ciao]

... Do you really think he wants me to bring it up again? What if he breaks? Again? He's really heavy to drag into bed, have you seen how huge he is?

[bauhinia]

You guys already sleep together, right? So like, do it while you're in bed.

Talk, I mean. Not the other thing.

[ l o l ]

[ciao]

You mean sleep?

I would prefer to just sleep.

[bauhinia]

Maybe so, but I dunno if that's gonna solve anything. Like, think about it. You'd be less tired, but you'd still not really know what he's thinking.

[ciao]

Maybe. He hasn't really let me in the house since that night though, so... Maybe I should just text him?

[bauhinia]

I think you should like, ask him out.

[ Though not necessarily on a "date." ]

[ciao]

Like for beer? He'll know something's wrong, I never pay for him...

[bauhinia]

[ Okay, he changed his mind. ]

No, like, a date. Dinner or something. And you have to pay, yeah. Tell him you wanna talk. Or maybe don't. Tell him you wanna apologize or something. You do wanna do that, right?

[ciao]

Yeah... I don't want him to be mad or anything. [ he's deeply considering this ]

I guess I'll try that. But I'll be very upset if he rejects me.

[bauhinia]

I'll like, lecture him if he does.

[ He crosses his arms again. ]

[ciao]

... You're very determined about this. So all this has been the big secret you've had?

[bauhinia]

Yeah, sorta. It just occurred to me that y'know, when I said the thing about you being lovers and fighting or whatever, it just sort of fit.

[ciao]

Oh. It's kind of just been like this from the beginning though. I think it's just that sometimes he doesn't know how to respond... I think.

But I like to think that no matter what happens, he can understand me at the end, right? Because even when I thought he was going to leave me behind before he knew what to say and do then. And it made me happy.

[bauhinia]

You're close. So there's no way you're gonna go your separate ways over something silly like this, yeah? I think you should like, tell him this stuff. How you feel and everything.

[ciao]

Yeah, I don't think so... we made a promise to be together forever. I think he takes that as seriously as I do.

Aaa... I need to follow big brother France's advice again, I need to write down what I'm going to say. [ yup, and these are the kinds of things that make him lose whatever cool he has ]

[bauhinia]

Why's that? I think you should like, say what's in your heart. [ He lightly pokes Italy's chest. ] I mean, it might be kinda confusing, but that's where the feelings come from, yeah?

[ He's so overly sentimental! His gross human feelings have taken over. Everyone evacuate before Hong Kong gets sap everywhere. ]

[ciao]

[ he feels like a doughy american mascot right about now. if only he knew about the sap though, the danger of sap... ]

Yeah, I know--but it's like when it comes to confrontation I get really nervous, and then I forget everything I wanted to say. So that's why I need to write things down, to remind myself... France said it was a good idea last time.

[bauhinia]

Maybe it'll be okay if you just make like, bullet points.

[ Some suggestions:

• Germany is handsome
• Germany is nice to me
• Germany wants to do the do with me ]

[ciao]

[ honkers... s2s it won't be a list that's even close to being sensible like that ]

Yeah, bullet points... less writing, that would be good. You're so great Hong Kong~

[bauhinia]

[ Is it going to involve food? ]

Well, y'know, I try. I just wanna see you guys work stuff out, yeah?

[ciao]

You're so nice... I think, it will be okay. We can get through this. [ he's already forgetting about what's really going on here, isn't he? ]

I'm glad that we don't have to break our Halloween engagement, that would've been really sad. It would've been like the most awful ball to go to, not being able to dance...

[bauhinia]

Yeah, that would've totally sucked. I'm seriously counting on you for that, yeah? [ You better be his dance partner, or else!!

Or else what, I dunno. ] Just as long as he's not actually gonna get jealous about dancing too.